For the Birds
I remember when I first noticed, of course. But I don't remember when I first should have noticed. And nothing will drive you crazy like going back over your memories from when you weren't paying attention, trying to parse the half-discarded fragments of imagery that are rolling around in your head. Did I see more splashes of red and feathers than usual along the shoulders of the road in the days and weeks beforehand? Or am I thinking of rats and squirrels, the normal churn of the urban ecosystem? Or am I shuffling things around in my mind, taking every vague impression of roadkill I encountered the past couple years and sliding it forward, so it seems like some ominous, foreshadowy week? ...